New cycle starts tomorrow
Tomorrow 1st of July is the start of my new cycle. I’m a bit worried, like really worried.
I haven’t been following my endometriosis friendly diet and I’ve been drinking alcohol the last few days. I hope this doesn’t affect anything. I told myself that I’d start the diet and stop drinking on the first day of my cycle, so everything is going to plan, but, I still feel like if this doesn’t work I might blame myself because I didn’t start being strict on myself earlier.
Project at work is finally kicking off and it’s falling right into my cycle times. Not good, I hope that this works out. I’m scared of becoming too tired to do any work.
This is the first time where I’m feeling really scared and thinking it might not work. Is it because I had sushi with soy today? I don’t know, I’m being so silly. I don’t know why I’m being a negative Nancy. I really want this to work, but right now I’m feeling like maybe it won’t.
Hopefully I’m just having one of those days and it’s not my intuition being right.
Lord, please help me. I really really really want this. I really really want this so bad.
I haven’t been following my endometriosis friendly diet and I’ve been drinking alcohol the last few days. I hope this doesn’t affect anything. I told myself that I’d start the diet and stop drinking on the first day of my cycle, so everything is going to plan, but, I still feel like if this doesn’t work I might blame myself because I didn’t start being strict on myself earlier.
Project at work is finally kicking off and it’s falling right into my cycle times. Not good, I hope that this works out. I’m scared of becoming too tired to do any work.
This is the first time where I’m feeling really scared and thinking it might not work. Is it because I had sushi with soy today? I don’t know, I’m being so silly. I don’t know why I’m being a negative Nancy. I really want this to work, but right now I’m feeling like maybe it won’t.
Hopefully I’m just having one of those days and it’s not my intuition being right.
Lord, please help me. I really really really want this. I really really want this so bad.
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I know we go crazy making sure out babies get off to a perfect start...but you have to remember the girls who live off of McDonalds and cigarettes and still get knocked up. The starving women in poverty stricken areas who still get pregnant over and over and over. The women in Japan who eat tons of sushi and give birth to intelligent, beautiful children. The women in Europe who drink wine throughout their entire pregnancies and have perfect babies.
Don\'t beat yourself up for enjoying your life. Now go make a mini-Jay!
Yay for a new cycle!! It\'s no wonder you feel worried since you have been through so much, but you are going to kick ass. Take it one day at a time and just do your best.
Don\'t worry about not being so strict. You needed to do what you had to for your mind. Being happy is important, and sometimes that means drinking and eating sushi! You are starting your good diet now, and that\'s great! Keep looking forward.
What\'s your cycle plan? Do you begin BC, or go on Lupron? I\'m rooting for you!
KDeezy has a great point. Don\'t beat yourself up over the small things. This is your time. Thinking of you!!