4 more days and I'm freaking out
I am so so so so scared this isn't going to work. I was doing so well, but today I feel so anxious. I've only got 4 more days to go but the less the days are ahead the more panicky I feel. I want to know NOW.
I refuse to take an early prego test, I just couldn't deal with the results and I don't want to put myself through that for an inaccurate test, so I have no desire to test but that makes Friday seem so much more of an intense wait.
I really really really want this to work. I feel like everything is telling me that now is the right time for me and my husband. My life is back in order, I have a great job, my friends and family know about my struggles and are supporting me. I'm no longer the emotional wreck I was last year and before my m/c. I feel so ready for this to be the time. I hope God thinks so too.
Lord, please I pray to you let this be the time. Let this be the right time. I trust in you and I know that I will have a baby one day but please let this time be the time. Let Friday by the day that I'm pregnant.
I refuse to take an early prego test, I just couldn't deal with the results and I don't want to put myself through that for an inaccurate test, so I have no desire to test but that makes Friday seem so much more of an intense wait.
I really really really want this to work. I feel like everything is telling me that now is the right time for me and my husband. My life is back in order, I have a great job, my friends and family know about my struggles and are supporting me. I'm no longer the emotional wreck I was last year and before my m/c. I feel so ready for this to be the time. I hope God thinks so too.
Lord, please I pray to you let this be the time. Let this be the right time. I trust in you and I know that I will have a baby one day but please let this time be the time. Let Friday by the day that I'm pregnant.
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Amen. Prayers are with you! Stay calm and pick out some baby names. :)
Thinking of you! I know your agony because I also refuse to test early. It\'s not worth the added stress. You\'re SO CLOSE, hang in there!
Hang in there! I really hope this week goes by quickly for you, and that Friday is a day full of happy times. I\'m sending you so many good vibes!
I\'m right there with you! Just hang in there and try to pamper yourself a little this week to help you be less anxious. I\'m praying that Friday comes quickly and brings GREAT news :)
You\'re so close!!! Fingers crossed this is your time hun!!