What if I do not believe everything AA says? I am having such a hard time ( or rather just dont believe) with step one.......I do not believe I can just turn this over to god....yes I do believe in praying and so on but I have to take responsibility for my drinking and work to fix it, not just think that god can take all that away. I want to go to AA (sometimes) but do not believe all that they preach.
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