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- I lost a significant amount of weight in the last month, but gained half of it back in the three days at Christmas. This morning, I was freaking out. I'm so torn between recovery and just giving it all up. But I keep thinking "This shit will kill...
- Today I met a guy. I like this guy. Just now, I told him about my eating disorders and my problems. He told me he'd stick by me and make me happy. I'm ready to cry. I think I'll keep this one..
- -I'm wearing three pairs of socks and it's warmer inside a meat locker than my toes right now. -I've been sick for a week and haven't weighed myself. I'm afraid I've gained, I'm afraid I've lost. -I'm slipping farther and farther into "thoughts"...
- Does anyone else find looking at old pictures triggering? I mean, for me it's pictures where I weighed more and pictures where I weighed less. There's no out for me.Sometimes it's like I want to erase my life.
- I was diagnosed with HPV two years ago. (Not the genital warts) At my last check up with a new doctor, they didn't say anything about it. I've heart a lot about the Gardasil vaccine and I was just wondering if I might want to get it as well or if...
- I'm just so out of it lately. I'm sick still and that just has me in a terrible mood, but deeper than that, I've been depressed for months. I went to bed early last night, woke up crying this morning, went to sleep crying this afternoon, and woke up...
- I've been gone for a while, I don't even know if I'll be remembered. I'm technically overweight, by doctors standards. And for certain health risks, I need to lose weight. The more I try to lose weight in the healthy manner, the harder it is not to...
- I'm trying to throw together a last minute paper. Yay procrastination.. Can anyone help by answering a few questions? Please, please, please!-Which eating disorder do you have?-Are you clinically diagnosed?-Why do you feel you suffer from this...
- My cat, the one that saved me from all this rollercoaster bullshit a few years back, she died today. I took her to the vet and they spend the last hour of her life poking and prodding and testing her. When thye brough her back into the room, the vet...
- I was watching something on Discovery Health about an extremely obese woman who had gastric bypass and now she has an eating disorder. All the crap she was saying, I was like "Yep, yes. Got that, Oh, I remember that one.." And so on. My mom...
- It's been a while. But I seem to have recovered, and then relapsed, but into a different eating disorder. I went from Anorexia, to Bulimia, and now I'm a compulsive over eater that's hovering on the verge of both. I want to be free of this all. But...
- I'm gaining weight again. I've slipped from "recovered" back to "compulsive overeater" and I'm on my way back to either anorexia or bulimia. I've stressed and eaten and gained weight. I'm so unsure of where to go now. I follow a "meal plan" only to...
- I know that they say you get over lost loves and everything, but I'm stuck in a funk. Now, it's more powerful because he was my first love, my first lover, and my all time best friend.. I haven't seen him in eight months. I haven't talked to him but...
- All About Love (AKA Heartache 101) I'm lovesick. I'm melancholy. I'm reminiscent.. I miss him. I'm tired of loving him. And I'm tired of remembering him every time someone else remembers or says something that leads to him. I'm tired of missing...
- I'm back in the safe foods mindset, anyone have any ideas on how to stop this before it gets totally obsessive again? I've noticed I'm eating the same "safe foods" over and over again.. Urgh!