Oh no, the pain is back. It is the middle of the night, I have taken my medicine and it is getting nothing but worse. I mean I understand this is a disease that follows cycles so that you have time that you feel great and then time you feel like you are going to die. I just want to make it through.

I am giving it some time (as in a day or two) to see what happens and then I am calling that pain doctor and see what he is going to do for me. Hopefully all will be well.