cmorton557
Status: Still Here... waiting.
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- Its been four days since I've heard anything from him. I am anxious. I am worried. I can't think about anything else. I go to work and take care of my kids. I cry a lot still. I set up the phone line for him and he hasn't called. He will get his...
- Its been close to two weeks. Every day I wake up and wish for my life to be back to normal. Every night I go to sleep crying. Every morning I wake up I cry in the shower and while I'm brushing my teeth. I have no interest in doing anything. The only...
- Not a fan of slow sad music but this song has been on my mind all day... And its so true about my man's situation.....I just wish he'd call and write soon. Giving him time isn't getting any easier... Just a call would be nice. I think he's trying to...
- I was writing my man in jail and I started balling. I couldn't stop. Just the memories about us. It feels like this is going to last forever. I was on facebook last night just looking at his pictures of him and his family. Past posts. All the way...
- I get a call from my man in jail. His voice is the best thing I've heard in two weeks. I just cry at the sound of it. I am at a loss of what to say. He knows I'm struggling with this. He tries to cheer me up. Ha Ha.. Giving me things to do, among...
- The weekend is the worst. We used to do things together. We used to do nothing at all sometimes. We used to workout together. We used to just talk. We did work and cleaned the house. We had fun together. Now there is only silence. Just me. My kids...
- He finally calls and I cry on the phone. I have nothing to say. Just hearing his voice is so sweet. I am crying all over again. Just hearing from him and knowing that he is alright. The love I feel for him is unbreakable. My heart leaps out for him....
- I can't talk to anyone I know about what I'm going through. MY sister gets mad at me because I'm so consumed with missing him. She thinks I should let him go. She's such a bigot! My mom barely talks to me. My dad hasn't said a word to me in weeks. I...
- How long will this pain last? Its torturous every day that passes. I know he is getting credit towards time he might get from his charges but it hurts to be away from him. Visitation is just a glass window and telephone... How is that a visit? I...
- I need $5000.00 pre trial. That's based on a ten court date deal. I also need two co-signers. OMG!!! I have no idea how I'm going to accomplish this. I am going to have to ask him to write to his father. His family needs to help us out. Even if its...
- Ok, the people at the facility are kinda annoyed at me. They told me there is a list on amazon or barnes & noble of approved books. Anyone know how I can find this list? I have three books that I need to order but I don't know if they are accepted...
- It's been 9 days and he finally wrote me. He loves me. He misses me. He needs me to help him to get things and to hire a lawyer.. From what I found out I'm going to need about 5000 for the lawyer pre trial. I'll be selling quite a bit to make that...
- I finally decide I might need to get help with this and I call at least six different offices and leave messages. I really feel like everything is falling apart. No one is there to help me and I am just wilting away.. while my love is locked up......
- All this week I have thought that my kids' didn't mind my bf being gone... until my daughter decided to make a card out of paper for him. She designed it and wrote a little bit on the post card for him. It brought me to tears. She is so sweet... She...
- This entire day has been horrible. I can't get a break. I can't get any information. Nothing from the facility. They won't talk to me about my bf. I can't find out anything and they won't get a message to him. What am I going to do? Overwhelmed. I...