cmorton557
Status: Still Here... waiting.
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- This month is our three year anniversary. October is when we reconnected. We met when I was 16 and he was 18. just kids. we had the best summer of our lives that year and then we both split off. 12 years later I found him on facebook. We started...
- I think he forgot about calling me. I think I'd have heard from him by now. He said he'd call me this weekend but its sunday and he hasn't called. Today has been a hard day. I wish I could hear his voice. I have a day off tomorrow but I'd rather go...
- He says he loves my letters but then he says that he's so busy writing me back that he doesn't have time to read. Do I write too much? He didn't say that he minded. He just said he's had no time to start reading his books. ha ha.. He's something...
- Every lawyer I talk to says they can help...if I come up with 5-10 grand. They won't accept payment plans. He violated a probation issue and just for that its 5 years.. I don't know what I can do to help him. I'm talking to many people about his...
- Hello... Well, he had court in one location and they dropped the interfering charge and breach of peace charge. That is great news! Now we only have the other court to worry about... Those are more intense and nerve wracking charges. His record is...
- I missed his call. He tried to talk to me 9 times! My cellphone was in my purse and on vibrate! ugh! I'm so mad at myself. I've been crying tonight and writing him a letter apologizing to him. He just asked if I am being loyal to him and I told him...
- He has court tomorrow in one town for an interferring charge. He had a public defender but we are about to fire her. We have a lawyer that will work with us on a payment plan but wants $1700.00 down. That's not a bad deal. They will do a 10 court...
- Ok, the most romantic thing I have read today is this... The days I went the 2nd time from not hearing from him when he didn't call me... he was actually writing me with a broken pencil that was so small he barely kept his fingers around it. He...
- What do I do to prove to him how much I love him? I'll wait for him. I'll be here for him. I'm doing all this work and suffering through the agony of being without him and he mentions in my letter to me that he wouldn't be upset with me if I stopped...
- I can't do this today. I'm all tears all over again. They just won't stop. Every thought I have today is about my guy. I just miss him too much. I can't do this today. I don't want to do this today. I just feel like crying all day..I don't care who...
- He called this weekend. We talked for an hour. He said he wrote me another 8 page letter. Of course, he told me some of what was in the letter. Ha Ha. He is doing ok there. He says not to worry. I am trying not to but I'm a worrier. Its in my blood....
- It gets too quiet at night. I try to put music on but its not the same. I try to read or play a game or study but I can't focus. I miss him. I cry at night and I cry in the morning. I think of him often. He's in that horrible place. I don't know if...
- I am waiting for the love of my life. It doesn't get any easier. He asked me to contact his friend to get his address so he can write. I tried and the friend wouldn't talk to me. He doesn't know me so I guess I understand. I finally went to my guys'...
- Well, as usual, you were all right and he called. We talked for an hour.. He still hasn't received his books that were delivered on September 27th. I just called and apparently they are on facility lockdown? Would anyone know if Star Wars and Game...
- So, I went to my doctor visit yesterday afternoon. I spilled my guts about everything that has been going on to the doctor. I asked her if there was something that would make this easier for me. After telling her everything she decided it was not...