Finally going back to work. Yahoo! A little bit nervous, but all set. Got my bus pass for the month, got my hair cut, and I'm getting stronger each day. I don't think the pills are a problem anymore, and it's finished. I feel much better already. Things seem to be going well so far with Tim. I ended up giving him my room. With work I'll be up early in the morning, and if he was on the couch I would have to tip toe about. We went out and got his bed today so that will be good for me. We also made a trip to the food bank, so were stocked up with food. I kinda blew up with Bob last night. He is really just a selfish asshole. I used to think that he cared, but it's just a game with him to get you thinking that he wants to help you. He does that and then tries to get you working for nothing. I won't go into everything because I already spent about a half hour writting about things, and then deleted it by accident. From now on he's just the landlord, and nothing else. Once a month pay the rent to him and that's it. I spent way too much time with him, and shared too much about myself. He only tries to use things to benefit himself. So I'm taking this time as another chapter to begin a new life. I seen where the pills and stuff wanted to take me, and I don't want that. I'm taking this as another oportunity to start again. Thank God. I talked with G last night and today. It's so nice talking to her. I joked a bit about when we were together. It was nice being able to do that. I know she still worries about me having any false hopes or things, but I am alright with it. I don't have any false hopes or things. I do love her, and thats a good thing. I feel good being able to love people, and express it. She said she loved me too, but wasn't in love. I understand that, and I'm happy with that. Love is really a very good thing to me. I think that it's an important part of being human. For many years I didn't understand love or feel much about it. I suppose that was because i didn't know God much then. Not sure. All I know that it's a beutiful feeling when I can tell people that I love them. Lord, I thank you so much for being in my life. Thank you for getting me back to work at a time when I thought I was about to go under. Help me to never wonder away again. Thank you.