jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
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Just got back from the C.A. meeting. For the past while the meetings have only been about three or four people, and it's gotten to a point that they may stop meetings, but tonight there were about...
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Had a pretty good sleep last night. still bugged about my sponsor tho. I feel pissed off about things he said, and don't feel they were right, but like I always say, it's not always about whats...
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I just got off the phone with my sponsor, and i'm not all sure about him. I told him about my relaps and things. some things he said were alright, but some I'm not all that sure about. Kinda...
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Had a pretty good day today. I did go to detox last night, and stayed, but had a problem with my medication. I forgot that I put my Seraquil in another bottle, and then they told me they couldn't...
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What a stressfull day. I forgot to fill out my monthly income report for O.W, so my check will be late. being out with Bob didn't help either. i was already in a rush to get things done, and the...
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Well, the past few days i have been getting into drinking a couple of beers here and there. For me, this is just not good. I know where it can take me, and it's just playing with fire. It started...
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Boy, had such a hard time sleeping last night. My mind just seems like it's working overtime or something. Not exactly sure why. I gave in and had a few beers last night. Seemed alright because I...
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Well, I got to go out with Bob tonight and talk. He had some good words of wisdom. Made me feel kinda bad because of my worrying about the support thing. Made me realize that it's time to grow up...
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Another day. Feel pretty good today. Been worrying a bit about things, but I think I'm at the point that I've done enough of that. Funny how we can do that to ourselves at times. I'm just going to...
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Not too much happening today. Not working can be a little boring. I like when I'm busy. Had a real shock the other day. Found out Jimmy is really a girl. Explains a lot about his behaviour lately....
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Whew! Just heard a message on my phone from Family support in Newmarket, and they won't be seeking support while I'm on assistance. Yesterday I got a letter saying that my brother in law was...
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Been a little emotional the past couple of days, but I have been trying to deal with them properly. My boss told me that today was supposed to be my last day for awhile, until more work comes up....
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Today has really been a day of rest for me, and the cats. I went to the noon meeting today, and really enjoyed it. Later I came home and had a nap with Jet curled up beside me. That was nice....
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Feeling pretty darn good today. Had another very good day at work. My boss did make a complaint to me tho. said I work too fast, and sometimes miss minor stuff. It was about one drip that was...
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Feeling pretty good these days. I have a cold now, and even that is better than drinking, or using. Yesterday I did some shopping for vegetables and stuff. On my way home I stopped for a slice of...
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