jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
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Had a pretty good day today. Feel like I'm getting on track again. Getting out of treatment was starting out pretty rough, but I think things are starting to go the way God wants. I asked him for...
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Well, I'm back again. Learned a lot, but back here not much changed. Got here and my landlord had someone living here. Got into a thing with the guy about leaving. Not sure what that was all...
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Oh boy. Things are constantly happening. Got home last night and the phone was shut off. Wanted to call some people to say goodbye, but can't. Bought the cat food and stuff, but forgot the hard...
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Boy, I'm so tired. Paul is trying to get all he can out of me before I go, but I'm not getting some things done that I need too. He's going to have to take care of some things. I want to see...
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I feel so much better now. I know I'm leaving Jimmy and Jet in very good hands, I came home last night, and all the guys were out front drinking and talking. That doesn't bother me any, because I...
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Well, the time is getting near. Still have mixed feelings about going, but I know I won't ever know what can come about if I don't go. I find it hard to beleive that I really will stop drinking,...
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Finally feeling some calmness comming about. My mind has just been so overloaded with things to do that it's hard to relaxe or anything. I seem to always be going around thinking I have to call...
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Tonight I feel so good. Had a little frustrating day painting, but got to call a friend thats been on my mind for awhile. Yahoo! I like that. Feeling good about treatment too. Really want to get...
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Getting pretty nervous now about going away. i do know it's the best, and right thing for me tho. During the past few days i was drinking, and of course it always gets out of hand. I started...
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Feeling a little worn out the past couple of days. Went to Halton House on Friday. Everything went well. Just need to get my probation orders sent there. So I most likely will be going pretty...
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Getting so nervous lately with going to treatment. keep thinking I should have picked a shorter one. I know all this worrying is useless, but I can't help it. Work I find is pretty stressfull....
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Been so busy and worn out lately, and it's hard to concentrate at times. Yesterday I didn't even know what day it was. Seems like I have a million things on my mind. The cats are helping me keep...
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So another weekend. The Octoberfest celebration is going on here, so I can hear the music from my place. Sounds like jazz. Finished the pain meds, and goodbye to them. I don't feel much pain...
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Been having a very nice night just relaxing with my kitties. Finished work pretty early today for a change. It's been very nice just sitting here and puttering around. So nice to watch Jimmy and...
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Had a really good day today. Yesterday everybody loved the work I did in the basement. It really looks beutiful. I feel very proud. I love when people see what i can do. Even Paul really...
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