Feeling pretty darn good today. Had another very good day at work. My boss did make a complaint to me tho. said I work too fast, and sometimes miss minor stuff. It was about one drip that was under a windowsill. Not a big deal, but if he wants me to go slower, thats fine. He's the boss, and as long as he's paying me he calls the shots. I did feel the old me start to yak in my head. The one that's rebelious and defiant. It was saying, " Look you want to pay me $15.00 more a day over one stupid drip that can be fixed in a split second. And if you saw it, Why didn't you just fix it." But I just smiled and went along. It's his business. I really thought it was foolish. Perhaps he just needs to feel like a boss by telling me something? He is a lot younger than me. I can tell by some things I see him do that he's not that great himself. I keep quiet, but I see things. Anyway, it's no big deal, and I'm not going to let stuff like that spoil things. I think this is a good thing. I was feeling great all day untill a little while ago. I've been ignoring a freind of mine for a bit, and I started feeling guilty about it. She's in a wheel chair and having some pretty tough times, and I've just been enjoying all the wonderfull things thats going on with me. She was there for me when I went through some tough times, and it's just not right for me to just relish in my own good things. I did send her a message. I'm still getting to meetings every night. I got to go to the one I used to like before, but just didn't have the right schedule for it. Now that I'm working days, I can't go to the noon meeting, but there's always meetings around here at night. I'm really living in a pretty good spot for that. All the meetings are very close within walking distance. I love my meetings now, and look foreward to them. So differant from before. Before I really didn't like them. I always found something wrong, or someones faults. I judged everything, and would end up finding some reason not to go. That's changed now. Not sure exactly why. I just know it's where I belong. Thank you Lord.