Time out.

  Boy, had such a hard time sleeping last night. My mind just seems like it's working overtime or something. Not exactly sure why. I gave in and had a few beers last night. Seemed alright because I just wanted to calm down a bit, but it didn't seem to help with sleep. Don't think I want to keep doing that tho. I really don't like how drinking affects me. Just seems like it makes me slugish, and I don't have the same energy. Anyway, that's that. Now it's time to get on with things. I am going to continue going to meetings. I might not might be a total success in some peoples eye's, but I'm sure not going to stay stuck. That's a little how I feel. Just hit a little mud, and have to get out. could be this weather too. i know I was feeling great when it seemed to be looking like spring, and things were great working. Seemed like I had good motivation, and my attitude was really good. I want to keep those things, si I'm not going to stay in drinking. I really don't think that's any good for me. Seems to always lead me into depression, and that's not good at all. I think Bob made a good point yesterday. He said something to the effect to just try and be alright with things. Kinda like just go with the flow. Everything is the way it's supposed to be, but I get tied up trying to do things my way. I try to make things happen, then I get all messed up. Have to work on letting God do his work, and trust him. Seems easy, but hard to remember. Anyway, thank you God for another day, and please help me to do the right things, and to live your way. Thanks.