I feel so good today. Lots of things are starting to come together. Work is going very well. I'm very happy with the way things are going now. One of the ladies that work with me came by last night. We talked for about three hours. She's a Christian lady. It was so good talking with somebody that understands alot of things about God the same as I do. It was very refreshing. Sometimes I find it a little lonely being here because most of the people are not in recovery and the things they usually talk about are kinda like drama lifestle things. I haven't been getting to much meetings, so sometimes I miss that spiritual replenishing that you get at the meetings. I find that I am doing good tho. I do have time to take care of myself spiritualy. I've almost got things starting to happen with the recovery group that I'm trying to get started. My sponsor is wanting to do it, and another freind from A.A. So that will help alot to get things going here. I went to the Dr today to see about my arm. He did give me something for the pain, and I'm alright with that. I also talked to him about a personal problem that I was haveing. When I was with my girlfreind I noticed that my medication was haveing abit of an affect on my sexual performance. Nothing serious, but not the way I want it. I asked him for a couple of Viagra pills just to try to see if it helps. Frigging things are expensive as hell. Almost $20.00 a pill. What a sick society we live in. I'll look into other ways that are affordably, but for now I just wanted to try the Viagra and see if it's all they make it out to be. When I was at home I went upstairs to see if I could see the apartment thats going to be available at the end of the month. It was pretty good. It's nice and big. For this area I think that it's the best you can do. It needs alot of cleaning and painting tho. I'm going to see if I can get a few people to help me, but I'm very pleased about it. To me it's fantastic. I really can't beleive all the good things that are comming together. God really is doing amazing things in my life. I can't beleive sometimes the amount of changes that have happened in such a short time. Getting sober is fantastic. It really is. I've not had any urges to drink or use this time around. What a freedom that is. The obsession has been taken away this time around. Thank God. Thank you so much Lord. Your a wonderful God, and I truly know that your with me. Thank you so much.