Well, sitting back tonight. Just me and my kitty. Thinking about the new year that's within hours away. Thinking of how I would like my life to be, and changes that I would like. Many things go through my mind with that. In actuality, I want to change my whole life completly. I'm very tired of the old one. Everything about it. At times I feel like just leaving everything right here and moving on. Cut the old stuff right off, and start fresh. I do beleive it's possible to do that, if you really want it. i look at all the various issues that I have tried dealing with, and sometimes I beleive that we are actually seeking resolutions to our issues, rather than accepting that they WERE a part of our lives. We don't have to keep them, but for some reason we can find ourselves getting tangled up in them, and wasting time that could better be spent living. That's what I want to do. i can't change the past, but I can change what I do today. That's what I want to do. Lord, I pray that you bring about that change for me in this new year. Thank you.