jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
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Things seem to be going not bad. Could always be better, but it isn't bad. Been working a lot, and started doing a bible study that deals with addictions. Hopeing to find my freedom through it. I...
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Getting pretty frustrated. All weekend I spent mostly waiting for Bob to work, but he never showed up. Today I've been waiting since morning for Paul, and he hasn't shown up either. I didn't mind...
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Well, trying to stay away from drinking again. Still not feeling great because of the other nonsense I got into. Drinking always sooner or later leads me to something else. I'm still a bit mad at...
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Well, today is another day. Trying to get things back together. I had some time to look at what drinking did to me. Brought all those negative emotions back again. Took my focuse of doing the good...
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Last night I sqrewed up. Got drinking a few beers downstairs. Not many, but one thing leads to another. Got my G.S.T. cheque yesterday. I knew I was thinking about doing something stupid, so I...
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Things are going pretty good. Jet is living up to her name. She's a runner. Got out the other night and I had to chase her all over the street. Finally got her cormered on a porch and brought her...
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The end of another good day. Nice to come home to my two kitties, and be greeted nicely. I lioke this at the end of the day, when I'm tired from good hard work. Jet and Jimmy are getting along...
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Feeling good today. Pretty busy tho. Got a lot of things I'm trying to do. The new cat is aparently a singer. She started howling last night about one in the morning. Woke me up and wouldn't stop....
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Feeling pretty good today. Things are slowly getting back in order. I cleaned the livingroom yestetrday. Took me about an hour and a half. I still have some to do like the windows and things, but...
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Things are going good. Paul and Bob are helping me out with lots of work. I really love painting. It's getting me back in good shape too. All my muscles are strong again. I have my weight back....
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Feeling not bad today. Got some more sleep, and my mind seems to be calming down. Still no word about the money from Dillon, but I'm just trusting what he told me. Still think Sheldon is nothing...
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Whew! I finally got some sleep last night. It was off and on, but at least it was sleep. I still feel very tired this morning. Been working so hard on this house we are renovating. So glad this...
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Starting to see some lite in all this mess. I was talking to Paul about everything when he picked me up for work. He said he'll go with me to welfare tomorow so I can try to hang onto things while...
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Well, no sleep last night, and now I'm pissed off with Sheldon. He is one big fuck up. Aparently he thought I gave the money to him for a ticket to Halifax when I get out of treatment, and he took...
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Three in the morning, and can't sleep again. Been three days since I stopped taking the Seraquil. It's not really too bad tho. I couldn't sleep last night either until around five in the morning....
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