jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
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Well, some big changes are in the works. Sheldon left today for Halifax. He got a house from welfare for Stephan and him. left my place still in a mess, but what can you do? I can't stand in the...
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Woke up in a bad mood today. Had a headach and then Sheldon's kid starts with his whining and screaming. I try to keep quiet most times, because Sheldon just doesn't seem to get things when I try...
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Not feeling too good today. I worked alright, but tired. The pharmacy called me about the last prescription I had filled for the Seraquil. I had it filled because I was still covered under the...
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This @%&*$#@@#$#@^&%*$%# Computer. I wrote my journal 2 times and lost it. Mother @#$$#$%%#$@%&^$%#. Damned peice of shit. Anyway. Off to a good day working. Didn't sleep much. Frigging Seraquil,...
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Just got off the phone with my brother in law. It was a little hard talking to him, but I told him I had no problem with him having custody off the kids. The only reason I'm doing it is that I...
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Well, home from work early because it's Friday. having a lot of thoughts about my wife all day. Pretty sad about it, but nothing I can do. It's just life. That's the way it is. So many things...
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Had a restless sleep last night. I was thinking about my wife all night, and my kids. Not sure about what to do. Don't know if I can handle seeing them if given the chance. I know for sure that I...
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Just got some bad news. My probation officer called me to tell me that my wife died, and my brother in law wants me to call so he can have custody of my kids. Shit. I don't know what to think rigt...
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Work went well till about 2pm and then it started to rain. I was working by myself today. That was alright. I enjoyed the peice and quiet. Never heard from Cathy, so I guess thats it. Must have...
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Today I feel beat. Up and down ladders all day staining. My muscles are just sore. Was hoping to hear from a friend today, but didn't. Not really much to say today. Just going to kick back tonight...
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Feel a little tired and sore today, but otherwise alright. Sheldon is still making a mess of the place, and it's anoying me a lot. I don't mind making some mess when it's unavoidable, but this is...
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Just got home from work, and feeling much better. I'm glad to have this job. It helps to keep my mind clear. I thought a lot about Cathy today. Wondering why that would happen, but it's probably...
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Still feel a bit upset because of yesterday. Can't get it out of my head yet. Had a good sleep tho because I took a little more of my Seraquel. I did pray about it. I also am trying to forgive...
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This has really turned into a shity day. Had such a good time yesterday with Cathy at her place, but now she tells me she doesn't want to see me because I have freinds on here. She seems to think...
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Got only a half day today because of the rain. I was looking foreward to comming home and relaxing, but Sheldon's here and his kid. Sheldon won't be going out either because of the rain. So much...
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