jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
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Boy, just read up on a few things and came across so much ranting and raving, and martydom. all it mostly was was I, I, I, I, I. Geeze. Glad i'm not in that head space. It's almost comical, sad to...
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Shit, today I missed my nap now. went to the noon meeting today, and that was good. Bob came by after and wanted me to go and paint this place. We ended up in the basement of this dump sorting and...
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Just a lazy day today. Had a snooze with the cats after the meeting. Cleaned up my place. I feel so good when it's clean. Not always so easy keeping up with that, but much easier than when I was...
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Went for my last probation reporting today. I'm glad that's about over. The end is actually the twety eighth of Feb, but that's my last reporting. It was good ending it on a good note too. I'm...
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Feeling pretty good today. Had a good sleep. woke up about 9, did my studies and finished them. that's good. Bob called and said he wanted me to work. He just wants me to sit around for him. I...
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Just got back from the C.A. meeting. For the past while the meetings have only been about three or four people, and it's gotten to a point that they may stop meetings, but tonight there were about...
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Had a pretty good sleep last night. still bugged about my sponsor tho. I feel pissed off about things he said, and don't feel they were right, but like I always say, it's not always about whats...
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I just got off the phone with my sponsor, and i'm not all sure about him. I told him about my relaps and things. some things he said were alright, but some I'm not all that sure about. Kinda...
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Had a pretty good day today. I did go to detox last night, and stayed, but had a problem with my medication. I forgot that I put my Seraquil in another bottle, and then they told me they couldn't...
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What a stressfull day. I forgot to fill out my monthly income report for O.W, so my check will be late. being out with Bob didn't help either. i was already in a rush to get things done, and the...
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Well, the past few days i have been getting into drinking a couple of beers here and there. For me, this is just not good. I know where it can take me, and it's just playing with fire. It started...
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Boy, had such a hard time sleeping last night. My mind just seems like it's working overtime or something. Not exactly sure why. I gave in and had a few beers last night. Seemed alright because I...
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Well, I got to go out with Bob tonight and talk. He had some good words of wisdom. Made me feel kinda bad because of my worrying about the support thing. Made me realize that it's time to grow up...
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Another day. Feel pretty good today. Been worrying a bit about things, but I think I'm at the point that I've done enough of that. Funny how we can do that to ourselves at times. I'm just going to...
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Not too much happening today. Not working can be a little boring. I like when I'm busy. Had a real shock the other day. Found out Jimmy is really a girl. Explains a lot about his behaviour lately....
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