jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
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Holy! Been a pretty busy day so far, but I'm getting things done. Got this morning, ad noticed the fridge needed cleaning out. I had a lot of leftovers that needed something done with, so I made...
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Boy, felt really out of sorts this morning. All this time on my hands can be a little hard for me. Most of my life I have always been in overdrive, and now i don't have really much to do, except...
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Woke up feeling a little out of sorts. Had some weird dreams or some thing, about police, Karl, and drugs or something. Don't remember much, but I know it bothered me enough that I decided to get...
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wow! Tonight I feel so good, and at peace with everything. God is really revealing a lot to me in the past few days. Not even sure at times on how to put it in words, but there is a real...
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Boy, it's only two in the afternoon, but I feel I've been pretty busy already. Went to probation, then the noon meeting, and then to Oasis for some lunch. It snowed a lot last night too, but I kind...
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Had a pretty good day today. Feel like I'm getting on track again. Getting out of treatment was starting out pretty rough, but I think things are starting to go the way God wants. I asked him for...
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Well, I'm back again. Learned a lot, but back here not much changed. Got here and my landlord had someone living here. Got into a thing with the guy about leaving. Not sure what that was all...
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Oh boy. Things are constantly happening. Got home last night and the phone was shut off. Wanted to call some people to say goodbye, but can't. Bought the cat food and stuff, but forgot the hard...
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Boy, I'm so tired. Paul is trying to get all he can out of me before I go, but I'm not getting some things done that I need too. He's going to have to take care of some things. I want to see...
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I feel so much better now. I know I'm leaving Jimmy and Jet in very good hands, I came home last night, and all the guys were out front drinking and talking. That doesn't bother me any, because I...
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Well, the time is getting near. Still have mixed feelings about going, but I know I won't ever know what can come about if I don't go. I find it hard to beleive that I really will stop drinking,...
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Finally feeling some calmness comming about. My mind has just been so overloaded with things to do that it's hard to relaxe or anything. I seem to always be going around thinking I have to call...
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Tonight I feel so good. Had a little frustrating day painting, but got to call a friend thats been on my mind for awhile. Yahoo! I like that. Feeling good about treatment too. Really want to get...
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Getting pretty nervous now about going away. i do know it's the best, and right thing for me tho. During the past few days i was drinking, and of course it always gets out of hand. I started...
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Feeling a little worn out the past couple of days. Went to Halton House on Friday. Everything went well. Just need to get my probation orders sent there. So I most likely will be going pretty...
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