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Status: My triplets were born on 11/6 at 32+3 and are doing great
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today makes 5 weeks since my loss. I got my period on Monday, which I was "hoping" for b'c I just want my body regulated again.Nothing has changed much as far as how I feel - sad all the time,...
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isn't it funny that recovery sometimes makes you feel guilt? I have been in such a state of despair and sadness that as I am healing, I find myself feeling guilty. Like I am forever responsible...
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Today I woke up mad. just pissed off. not at anyone in particular, just angry. that this has happened to us, that we have to go through this at all.I went to therapy on Wednesday (best...
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let's be clear - there are no silver linings here. there is nothing positive about this. however, I found something out today that feels like a very teeny, very tiny source of....comfort? i am...
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Well, I made it though another weekend. I can get through several hours (if not almost a whole day) without crying, so that's a positive thing. not that there is anything wrong with crying, but...
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Today I had to drive myself to IVF Florida's office to have my labs done to make sure my HCG is back to "nonpregnant" level. I cried the whole way there.The nurse who did my blood was also the...
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Today makes two weeks since I love my baby. that's it. 14 days. it's feels like a million years, and it feels like 5 seconds. Maybe that's why I am struggling - because I feel like it's been...
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Does anyone else wonder what's next? My DH and I have agreed to not make any decisions until after the New Year. I know that I am not emotionally ready to decide, nor am I healthy enough...
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Today was my first appointment with a therapist who works with patients dealing with infertility and loss. it was a good appointment, though very hard to repeat my entire journey.I hope she will...
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holy hell, I never thought I would. every morning was like an eternity, making myself get out of bed.I am overcome today with panic about what's going to happen next - will I be strong enough to do...
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or otherwise known as "Id be 8 weeks today" I know that is destructive thinking, and i am trying....but there are moments I can't help it. I laughed today in the car at something on the radio....
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today makes one week since I learned the horrific news of my loss. I can't even allow myself to go back to that moment, because it literally makes me sick to my stomach. I know that each week that...
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on 10/9 I found out that I lost my baby. it started as a severe bleed on 10/4, but the heartbeat was still strong and healthy. the bleeding got worse, and I went it to the doctor to find out that...
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HI ladies,I am sure many of you can relate. Crinone suppositories are just nasty. Don't get me wrong - I will use them as long as I need to, but my LORD they are just so yucky.First, having to...
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STILL NO CALL FROM MY DOC'S OFFICE. and I am panicking. does that mean it's bad? are they just busy? perhaps the labs was late returning all of the results. Give me strength and patience!!!!
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