HazyBo

Well its almost Thursday and by luck I still have my job. Have NO idea how the hell I didnt get pulled up after that escapade on Sunday. I totally fucked up. I am so paranoid now at work. Whenever...

Everything that could go wrong in my job did today. I keep fucking up. I've hardly mentioned it in here, but ever since I've started the job I've fucked up. I'm really not cut out for it. I can't...

  1) I would love to do a 5k run for charity : D gotta train train train! 2) I want my wee mazda mx5! 3) Do more things with the family 4) Jump jump jump with wee Holz! AND join in at any...

I think everythings calmed down a bit since my last entry. Obviously because of what happened it will take a very long time for the trust to build up with my brother now, that goes mainly for my dad...

21 today and I had to work :( Was ok though. Work had a wee cake for me near the end of my shift, they called me up and had some party poppers out n sang happy birthday to me. Was well embarrassing...

This is my 4th week at my  job. I still can't believe I actually have it. But now, the true matter of the job is beginning to sink in. I was supposed to be there to see a dog getting put to sleep...

Start my new job on Monday : ) This is my last week at HeatherPark and last weekend was the last week at the hospital. Can't believe I've left/leaving. Really looking forward to my new job. Been...

OMFG the driving experience was FLIPPING AWESOME!!!! I can't believe I done it ^_^ drove 3 fast sexi cars! Subaru Impreza, Aston Marton and a Farrari :O I also got driven about in a dax rush at...

Going away to Yorkshire for a few days. Might be good. Rally driving at Elvington : )

Was my "best friends" 21st last night. I didn't even see her. I've known her for years, met at high school in 3rd year. So aye, I've known her a pretty long time. She was supposed to be going out...

I feel really low tonight. Been feeling like it all day really. Went to work, was at a clients house for 5 hours, wasn't so bad because I could sit and read my book, but before I started reading I...

Can't believe its all over now. The funeral was actually easier than the burial that I went to last year. It went by really quickly and the service must have only lasted 20minutes if even that. Just...

The funeral's tomorrow. I can't believe how quickly the week has gone by! At first when I found out when it was, it just seemed so long away and now its right around the corner. I still don't really...

Funeral's next Thursday :( So dreading it. Its a cremation. I've never been to one of those before. Blar. The wait is awful, in a way I'd rather it was just a few days away rather than having to wait...

Just want to thank everyone for their hugs and kind words : ) I didn't expect to hear from so many of you! Quite overwhelmed actually xD Didn't realise so many people cared, so thank u all : )  I...