HazyBo
Status: If it wasn't for bad luck I'd have no luck!!
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Noone would even notice I was gone. Noone even cares. People tell you they are there for you but even that comes to an end.
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I can't sleep. Thinking about my dad. I just can't believe this is happening. My life is a fuckin mess. I just keep wishing I was gone. I just can't see any good ever coming of my life now....
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Feel so so low. I just feel like everything is going from bad to worse and worse and worse... It's just never ending. I wish I could turn back time. It just seems this is going to follow me...
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Fuckin great. My life just goes from bad to worse. Now I am not allowed my horse at the yard. What a fuckin joke. Like I had been punished enough. I can't deal with this shit.
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So fed up of everything. I really wish I could start my whole life again. Everything just goes from bad to worse. I lost my dad June last year and ever since I feel like I'm just existing. I...
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I have never been this relieved to see the end of a year! Worse year ever. Didn't think that was even possible! What a complete year from hell it has been! I only hope the next 6 months go in...
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I'm miles from where you are I lay down on the cold ground and I, I pray that something picks me up and sets me down in your warm arms
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Found some emails from 2006 that Kenny had sent me and theres some I've replied. Can't even believe they've been saved. Was just flipping through all my inbox cos I'v e only been deletin the recent...
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How come I read about people who have lost someone and they feel their presence yet nothing ever happens for me. Sometimes I cry and cry every night, cry myself to sleep, wake up remembering and...
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1 week since Ozzie went :( Miss him so bloody much. Wish he hadn't ran out onto the road :( but its happened and thats that. Life is shit right now. Miss him so much. Work is ok. But I just can't be...
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God knows how I found the courage but I actually went face to face and spoke to Robb today I apologised for what we last spoke about and basically told him that I was really going to try my best at...
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Excellent!
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I'm walking on egg shells. I am going to lose my job. I need to leave. I got pulled up today. I am no use. I keep fucking up! He has a list fucking two A4 pages of all the shit I've done wrong...
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GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH I need to change!!!! And soon I can't go on like this! I am now seriously questioning the fact am I really depressed or not!!!!!!!! I have said it countless times in the...
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You know its a sad life when all you have is a horse to keep you getting through each day. Pathetic.
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