HazyBo

Lasted quite well today. Although I think I've ate too many bread based products =/ this morning I had a greggs roll that had been sitting from last night, it had chicken salad and was pretty nice....

Well today was the first day of my healthy eating. Went alright actually. But its early days yet! Planning to go my jog in the morning. I was going to go this morning but I was in much need of a long...

Decided I'd start a goal to eat healthily for one week. I've been trying to do this for MONTHS AND MONTHS. And I know that I am not overweight.. however, I do have a belly that I'd love to tone down...

I really don't like some doctors! ¬____¬  Any thoughts of actually going for beareavment councilling or the like, are nil. I went today to the hosp with a friend who has been having family...

Things aren't really all that good these days. I was really looking forward to the weekend there. Went out to a Burlesque club (Club Noir, it was) in Glasgow. I'd been looking forward to it for ages....

I'm miles from where you are I lay down on the cold ground and I, I pray that something picks me up and sets me down in your warm arms

Found some emails from 2006 that Kenny had sent me and theres some I've replied. Can't even believe they've been saved. Was just flipping through all my inbox cos I'v e only been deletin the recent...

How come I read about people who have lost someone and they feel their presence yet nothing ever happens for me. Sometimes I cry and cry every night, cry myself to sleep, wake up remembering and...

1 week since Ozzie went :( Miss him so bloody much. Wish he hadn't ran out onto the road :( but its happened and thats that. Life is shit right now. Miss him so much. Work is ok. But I just can't be...

God knows how I found the courage but I actually went face to face and spoke to Robb today I apologised for what we last spoke about and basically told him that I was really going to try my best at...

Excellent!

I'm walking on egg shells. I am going to lose my job. I need to leave. I got pulled up today. I am no use. I keep fucking up! He has a list fucking two A4 pages of all the shit I've done wrong...

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH I need to change!!!! And soon I can't go on like this!  I am now seriously questioning the fact am I really depressed or not!!!!!!!! I have said it countless times in the...

You know its a sad life when all you have is a horse to keep you getting through each day. Pathetic.

Great. Life just gets even better!  Just found out my friends gran is dying of cancer. Only has within a few weeks to a month left. What the hell. I don't know what to say or think or do. I just...