HazyBo

I'm still feeling, okay. Seriously, haven't felt like this in a while. I don't feel great, I wouldn't say I even feel that happy, its just a feeling in between sadness and happyness, I'm just okay....

This weekend has actually been about the best weekend I've had in a while. I was working long day Friday and was having a really crap day at work. Just felt like nothing I could do was good enough...

Was up at the grave today by myself. Still can't seem to stay for very long at all when I go by myself, I really want to aswell. It was snowing, looked really pretty, if thats possible in a gravey. I...

Feel so sick, "the painter and decorator" is here aka woman problems. GRRRRRRR. In so much pain. But on top of that I just keep thinking about Kenny :( this is the first christmas without him. And I...

What a strange day it has been today! First I went and done a wee bit more shopping, kind of last minute stuff, thats everything sorted, thank god. Went up to the graveyard with a wee holly reef....

Had the wee party at the Home today, was nice =) not many friends or family of the residents came at all! Infact out of 7 residents, only two of them had visitors who were friends or family, 5...

Went to see the Nightmare Before Christmas 3D today with Dave. Twas good. But didn't seem to be much 3D action in it! BOO! I love the movie though and seeing it on the big ass screen made my day...

Just started feeling really low again =/ been reading over the Bereavement board and there was a section to suicide. Different stories about people who have lost friends or family. It's so sad. I...

Well, hello there. This is my first entry to this wee journal (obv) anyways, where to start =/ I don't really know to be honest. Well, I've just posted a blog thing up somewhere :S don't quite know...