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- I almost can't believe it... but for the first time in months Friday came around and I was actually looking forward to the weekend! Since the breakup, weekends have been filled with anxiety, lost sleep, insistent thoughts about what he might be...
- Well, today is 8 weeks from the breakup. I don't know if it feels like it's been longer or shorter than that, but it definitely feels like a weird amount of time for some reason.Even though I'm still crying almost every day, and still thinking...
- One of the hardest parts of this whole 'healing process' is being patient.It's so frustrating when your brain has everything sorted out, but your heart hasn't caught on yet. I know that I will get past this eventually. I know that it's for the...
- So I got home from the holiday with my family last night. Things were rough at first... landing and not immediately texting him like I usually would, coming home to what was our shared place, feeling very unsettled in the quiet apartment. It was...
- I know I'm supposed to focus on one day at a time, and when I'm able to, it's really helpful. But lately I'm having a hard time kicking out thoughts about the future. Like, what will it be like when my ex and I eventually talk? What about when he...
- I flew back to my hometown on Christmas Eve, and am here through the 2nd. It's been good to get away from the demanding job, but the downtime has given me too much time to think. Suddenly, I'm back where I started. Constantly crying, having complete...
- Hey all,I'm just having such a hard time functioning. I'm about 6 weeks out from the breakup of my 5-year relationship with someone I've loved unconditionally. It was amicable enough, but not mutual. I'm devastated, but have gotten through the...
- Now that the initial shock has worn off and the weeks of uncertainty regarding breakup logistics have passed, I think I'm settling in to the depression phase. It's making the urge to break NC stronger than ever! My rational mind knows that there's...
- The closer that it gets to the holidays, the more anxious I feel and the more difficult things seem.The plan had been to stay in town and spend Christmas together. It was something that I had really been looking forward to. Now I'm mourning the...
- I'm having such a hard time with the little triggers. The last few days have definitely been a low point, but I've tried hard to keep it together and to remember that it's going to get better.But this morning when my alarm went off, my heart...
- I know that many of us on here are still going through the early stages of the break-up... it's impossible to think about anything else, you can't concentrate, everything seems so depressing... it's basically the worst. I stumbled across this web...
- Well, today marks one month since the breakup. It's one of those times where I can't believe that a month has gone by, but it's also been the longest, hardest month of my life. And tomorrow would have been our 5-year anniversary, so I'm not...
- Warning - this is going to be a lengthy rant.So I've been writing all week about dreading last weekend - it was when my ex would be moving out the last of his things, and we'd have one last conversation before going No Contact. I'd been heartbroken...
- So as I mentioned in another comment, my now-ex moved his furniture out on Tuesday. He left things a mess, which was no surprise, but my current and previous roommates helped me to put a new room together. It looks so different.... which is...
- Last night was really, really hard. It was the last day and night that my ex would be spending at our apartment. While some of it was spent talking and crying, a lot of it just felt so... normal. We even talked about how strange it was that...