biddy1
Status: starting to get back on the right track again
Mood:
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Been having more freakish dreams again.......this one seemed like an epic but i will summerise.....Two dodgy blokes and a swimming pool full of dead people just floating about and me in the middle of...
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Here is something a little naughty, someone asked today what age our new supervisor was and we said why what do you think it is.......she said forty!!!! ouch as i have said before she is only 24 or...
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Feeling a bit better today, but still have the thought that an attack is hanging over me...hope that it dosent happen over crimbo!!!! Might have something to do with work just now, my new supervisor...
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I have just been looking at my emoticons next to my profile and i have to say that the lack of smiley faces concerns me slightly, i hope to one day get rid of the orange and get on to the yellow or...
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Been back at the dr's again today to get my check up after being on the propranolol for two weeks, and have been told to come off it. My blood pressure was getting way low and my general feeling was...
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Been a few days since i wrote anything, things have been up and down but hopefully everything is on the good side of the tracks again. Nothing much has happened so dont have a lot to write about,...
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Found some diazepam....hurrah!!!! It is slightly out of date since i have had it lying in a bag for three years, but it means i shall sleep again, bliss. Other than that not much to report, i still...
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christmas shopping approaches tomorrow, hope all will go well. Still cant get to sleep at night and it is really affecting me now. Today at work i really couldnt be bothered being there at all and...
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Arse kicking commencing today because yet again i feel like shit. AAAAAAAAAArrrrrrrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!. I just want to scream and punch and kick things to make me feel better, christ...
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Howdo self, well today is a little better than yesterday. No tears, always a good thing. God i have that bloody beatles song dancing around in my head, 'the long and winding road' i hate that song as...
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Well no such luck, i really feel as if i need to give myself a good kick up the arse! I felt so depressed today and ended up sheding a tear or two when i got home what the hell is wrong with me?? How...
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feeling a little better today, been to see the dr and she has put me back on the propranolol. I had no success with this the first time round but now i am trying it in combination with my...
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Still not feeling that great today, but thankfully a little better than yesterday. Absolutley sweating my head off here, i hope that goes away soon. My boyfriend appologised today for last night...
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still feel like shit. my boyfriend has been drinking today so has went to bed already and his only advice was see if someone is on your site. I know he dosent mean anything bad about it, hes just...
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Really a bad day today, about three hours ago i started feeling terrible and now i could cry. Its hit me like a bus and im not doing too well. I dont know why today is any different than any...
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