biddy1
Status: starting to get back on the right track again
Mood:
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hello journal, i have came to the conclusion that i am not a person suited to work, in the fact that i think that i have been born in the wrong time. there is nothing that i would rather do than be...
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hello journal, just another short one tonight.......feeling a bit better, but a nearly had an attack in work because i let my bloody supervisor wind me up.........its daft so from now on i shall...
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hello journal, well its three days since my attack and things are still a little shakey..........i am trying just to batter on with things, but its at the quite times that i feel it the most...i...
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hello journal, well today has still been a little strange, the attack has left me feeling uncomfortable with my surroundings again so i suppose its back to getting into a routine that makes me...
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hello journal, Well after about a week of feeling shitty the attack finally happend. I was with my friend who i hadnt seen in some time and we were catching up and i felt the wave of heat...
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hello journal, im not feeling that great today, i dont know why....have had a feeling that panic is just around the corner, so i have challenged it to come....i am trying to be strong but in the...
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on monday im going to start a new diet where you add up how mant points you should be eating a day by counting saturated fat content, calorie content and salt content....all of this balances out with...
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Hello journal, well not much has happend this week.....the panic hasnt been too bad at all, touch wood....but then again i havent really been out of my comfort zone so maybe thats why. Dont get me...
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this is sort of linked with my 'go down a dress size' goal........im back at work tomorrow so i begin walking home from work again and hope that helps contribute to me losing weight......either that...
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hello journal, well it had to happen didnt it....back to work tomorrow. Just when you get used to doing things around the house and getting into a nice pleasant routine it all goes tits up...
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went for an hours walk today ..... well its a start
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hello journal........what a crappy day.....i feel fat, fat, fat. Never mind being able to pinch an inch i could pinch about four inches........sniff. I know that giving up smoking was a good idea but...
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sigh, ive had a downer tonight because of my weight......i knew that i had put on alot since giving up smoking but bloody hell i got mick to take a picture of me supposidly to put onto this site and...
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im combating my pessimisim with the new series of desperate howswives......hilarious!!!
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i fear that i have slipped back a bit during easter, so i got back on the exercise bike today to try to kick start everything again.......fingers crossed
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