biddy1
Status: starting to get back on the right track again
Mood:
Ok
Offline
-
well im still trying and still getting no where.......im now thinking i am immediately replacing fat with muscle........a girl can dream!!!!!
-
i hope to hell that i have reached as big as im going to get.....if not i will then be violet from willy wonkas chocolate factory and i will be rolled from place to place......weep!!!
-
Hiya journal, update 2. Well i am a bit breathless tonight and im putting it down to the pending holiday.......i just hope there is no freaking out, if there is i will just have to dope...
-
Hiya journal, well its two days to go until i go on holiday for five days and all seems well so far.......have i just jinxed it???? lolI had a bit of a shitty last day at work which has left...
-
Pah.........i hate gaining weight......my new name is fatty mcfatfat!!!!!!!There is wee me thinking that giving up smoking was a good thing to do.......but hey instead of dying of lung disease i will...
-
Hello journal,Just a short update........im feeling a wee bit better today, still not sleeping great and have had a few more nightmares, but hey they just seem par for the course these days......Ive...
-
Hello journal,I'm on to give another update.........things are going pretty much the same at the moment, no more attacks to report, but still no improvement either. I think one of the reasons that it...
-
hello journal......its been a while!!!!! Im starting to get back to a little version of myself now.......but it has been mighty frustrating these last few weeks. Ive had a few panic attacks...
-
Hello journal, just a small update today........im still feeling quite anxious and it seems to be taking its time getting out of my system. I wish that when you had a panic attack that the...
-
Hello journal, i have had the feeling of impending panic over that last few days and it finally happened last night when i was at my mums house. My wee brother kenny was having a party because...
-
Hello journal, well i have had quite a busy weekend, on friday i was at the doc's and i got blood took....aaarrrggghhhh.....i was in the process of asking her to put on some anesthetic cream so that...
-
Hello journal, Im feeling a little better today, still got the sore head and numbness but hey i suppose there is nothing i can do about it until tomorrow so there is no point worrying about it....
-
Hello journal, just thought i would write a small note today.........i have been feeling slightly strange all day, i think its because i am back at work and all i want to happen is for friday to...
-
Hiya journal, its been a while so here is just a general catch up..........i had a panic attack at work the other day there and i thought that i might have to go home early....i stuck it out and...
-
Hello journal, well apologies for taking so long to write again but things have been a little chaotic...not in a bad way though.Well last week i went out with my friend for the day and i am pleased...
dd