biddy1
Status: starting to get back on the right track again
Mood:
Ok
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had no major attacks this year yet....some small flutterings but ihave been able to control them....long may it continue!!!!!
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i am a little more upbeat at the moment, i like getting back into a routine, creature of habbit that is really what i am
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How do journal, feeling a little less sorry for myself today so i though that i would choose the uplifting colour of yellow, even if it is a damn hard colour to read.......i have jsut been on my...
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Dear journal i thought that i would put the little sealed sign on my face because i am still totally bunged up with the cold, to the point of being off work yesterday and having a blocked left ear...
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Well hello journal, sorry for keeping you waiting but i have been unwell...sniff, a damned head cold has me in its grips and wont let go and all the cold remedies from work are totally useless,...
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And so onto another day.....This week went quite quick, thank god, had a couple of ups and downs but nothing too bad thankfully, or nothing that couldnt be handled. Work is still a pisser, the...
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Weird dream update...last night i dreamt that i was back with my ex......shear hell..i was also in this lavish hotel with these weirdo rich people, who wanted to drive about and see the deprevation...
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hah pessimism, surely the only way not to be disappointed in life?! no? ok onwards and upwards
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no progress in the fight with anxiety yet...this bloody opponent is too damn big and hard for me to fight....im only a little'un..sniff..anyhoo hopefully more details on that rematch next week..ttfn
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Today is a pink day................i had a small attack at work today but i think that it was due to the fact that i had little to no sleep last night so hopefully tonight will be better. The wind is...
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Hayho another day over with, work is still shit and i wish that lottery win would come soon, pah like that will ever happen, i will end up working until retirement age knowing my luck and by that...
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still trying but with little success
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pessimism seems to be second nature to me
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Well the year didnt start well..had an arguement with my man on hogmany and we wernt speaking to each other when midnight came.....fecking typical....my mood has been a strange one of late in the way...
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Not written in here recentlybecause life has been rather hectic at the moment and i havnt really got time to think let alone write....so a brief summary for now since its 11.20pm and i have to go to...
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