biddy1
Status: starting to get back on the right track again
Mood:
Ok
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i have now started on the weight watchers point system and i am hungry all the time. I suppose it will be a wee while before i get used to it so i will just have to grit it out for now and stick...
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Hello journal, all is still well with me, im gald to say.........no panic attacks and no feelings of impending doom........hurrah.........long may it continue.I finally got my appointment...
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Hello journal, just a wee update to say that i am still feeling fine. Everything has went much better than i had hoped so i suppose i was just waiting for the shit to hit the...
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Hello journal, well im back and am pleased to report that i didnt have any major panic attacks when in london.......yippee!!!!! A few times i had niggles that things werent quite right...
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Hiya journal, well as i suspected my moods have deteriorated to the point where i am fending off attacks left right and centre, i keep telling myself that these feelings are pointless but getting...
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this will be tested when i go on holiday.........so i will write back on tuesday
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lets just say that mrs glass is half empty is back with avengence!!!!!
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well im still trying and still getting no where.......im now thinking i am immediately replacing fat with muscle........a girl can dream!!!!!
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i hope to hell that i have reached as big as im going to get.....if not i will then be violet from willy wonkas chocolate factory and i will be rolled from place to place......weep!!!
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Hiya journal, update 2. Well i am a bit breathless tonight and im putting it down to the pending holiday.......i just hope there is no freaking out, if there is i will just have to dope...
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Hiya journal, well its two days to go until i go on holiday for five days and all seems well so far.......have i just jinxed it???? lolI had a bit of a shitty last day at work which has left...
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Pah.........i hate gaining weight......my new name is fatty mcfatfat!!!!!!!There is wee me thinking that giving up smoking was a good thing to do.......but hey instead of dying of lung disease i will...
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Hello journal,Just a short update........im feeling a wee bit better today, still not sleeping great and have had a few more nightmares, but hey they just seem par for the course these days......Ive...
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Hello journal,I'm on to give another update.........things are going pretty much the same at the moment, no more attacks to report, but still no improvement either. I think one of the reasons that it...
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hello journal......its been a while!!!!! Im starting to get back to a little version of myself now.......but it has been mighty frustrating these last few weeks. Ive had a few panic attacks...
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