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I'm feel like nothing matters anymore. No one cares about me anyway. I'm done reaching out. Who ever gave me that advice was wrong. It makes me feel worse reaching out and being rejected. I'm going...

Thank you everyone for the support yesterday. Once again my anxiety took over and I felt like it was the end of the world. I called my doc yesterday evening and managed to move up a app, called again...

I'm done... There hasn't been anything to live for for a while...I give up.

Any ideas of things I could paint?

I feel withdrawn. Sorry.

I feel like my presence is a lot like me running in quicksand.... And now that I was away from everything for a week I have now sunken into oblivion. No new emails in my inbox, no one called me or...

What's causing my anxiety?! It's been so bad. I'm getting restless and antsy. I can't seem to sit still, but I can't concentrate enough to do anything. I started to clean and I think I ruined my bath...

I miss how things used to be on DS. I miss the crowded forums and many people to talk to and laugh with and get support from. Where did everyone go? Most familiar faces have left. And others have...

I woke up this morning to a email in my inbox from my dad. It said a lot about how we don't talk much, and how concerned he is for me. He said I'm too smart to be unemployed for this long, and that...

I kind of embarressed to admit this, but after I looked at the email more closely, I realized the name of the Agency is wrong. My Dad looked at it and told me it was a SCAM. SPAM. JUNK... Long story...

I just got a email from the work agency that found me my first job...They have a 5 day job available for me the same week I have my family vacation. I have been so worn out and tired and have been...

 I'm bored.

...Was blah.... How do you know when you like someone? Why am I 22 and still asking this? How come I can't seem to find one single person out there that I like?Blah...

Today I feel really out of it. It's hard to describe, but it's like I didn't wake up this morning and I'm still dreaming. I don't like it.

I feel like I'm going to cave in on myself. I'm trying so hard to focus on myself, but the truth is I'm letting some people get to me. It hurts when I'm in a bad mood and my complaining is annoying...