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I feel like my presence is a lot like me running in quicksand.... And now that I was away from everything for a week I have now sunken into oblivion. No new emails in my inbox, no one called me or...

What's causing my anxiety?! It's been so bad. I'm getting restless and antsy. I can't seem to sit still, but I can't concentrate enough to do anything. I started to clean and I think I ruined my bath...

I miss how things used to be on DS. I miss the crowded forums and many people to talk to and laugh with and get support from. Where did everyone go? Most familiar faces have left. And others have...

I just got a email from the work agency that found me my first job...They have a 5 day job available for me the same week I have my family vacation. I have been so worn out and tired and have been...

 I'm bored.

Today I feel really out of it. It's hard to describe, but it's like I didn't wake up this morning and I'm still dreaming. I don't like it.

I feel like I'm going to cave in on myself. I'm trying so hard to focus on myself, but the truth is I'm letting some people get to me. It hurts when I'm in a bad mood and my complaining is annoying...

I don't like the chat all that much, so if I log off right when you log on, or even if you send me a message, it's not because I'm upset. I just didn't feel like meeboing.

I'm sorry to everyone that I am such a horrible friend =(

How do I get motivation? Where can I find it?

 I'm screwed up.I know I have to be screwed up because the world keeps shutting me in. I will never find a job, and if I ever do it wont last long because nobody wants a depressed employee. I'm...

I finally made a appointment for my stomach and digestive problems. Even though I don't throw up everything anymore, since Sunday I've started to feel worse. =(

somebody kill me please....

I've lost approximetely 15 pounds now in the last 2 weeks. I no longer give a damn about what's wrong with my health, in fact I hope I'm at 0 real soon.

I don't know what to do. I don't think I can wait till my insurance kicks in to go to a doctor. And even if I could I would have to take time off work. I'm still in probation for another 3 months....