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Today as I was going to get the mail, and my neighbor who I rarely see [I never leave my house] came out and stood on her porch. She had her hands on her hips and had this look on her face like she...

I'm just a worhtless peice of shit...My opinions are stupid, and unimportant. I hate myself because everyone hates me... When I go away no one will care. No one cares when I'm here.   I now have 4...

That feeling of pointlessness has come back again. I don't even want to get up out of bed anymore, whats the point? I have no life, no way to make myself a real person. I'm stuck feeling this way,...

Still ranting about my cousin. She has been MIA for the past 3 weeks now. Nobody knows where she is living, who's she's with, or if she even found a job to support herself. My Aunt threw her out for...

Lately on DS things haven't been that sociable. Discovered a lot of accounts that are MIA. Friends I used to chat with havent been on in months... Kinda makes me sad. Trying to make conversation ...

So I tried one more time this morning to conact one of my friends to go out and do something. After hearing "sorry I'm too busy" for the last time, I just decided that today is my day, not theirs so...

I won't be on DS for a while, I'm done. Every little thing people are saying to me is hitting me twice as hard, and I'm tired of crying all the time. I'm tired of coming to this place to feel better...

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sorry for not being talkative today. im too low in energy to even talk to anyone right now.  ttyl

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So as a lot of people know, I'm a member of a lot of different online communities and chatrooms. One of the things I do is send out random friend requests when I first join just because I never know...

So this one place has been taking forever to get everything together, and I want them to know I need them to hire me. I don't even care if it's a fricken work agency, just put me in some random...

Why can't I find a job? I'm going on 3 and 1/2 months now... Everyone else from my class found a job, and they keep telling me how much they love it... I feel sick too my stomach because I want to...

Today I've been really sensative. I went down stairs to find the TV repairman fixing our TV with a pile of my clean luandry [underwear and all] right next to him. I blew up at my parents and they...

Ok, so DS is glitching up on me lately. Everyday it has gotten worse. Today my avi deleted and gave me one of those DS default pictures. It was a man one, which was very odd for me to have since I'm...