Friend19

It hurts when your being ignored. And I'm not talking about someone pushing the ignore button on here---I'm talking about when you talk to someone and they just don't listen to you.

I have only been out of work for a little more than 2 weeks but I'm already worried. Today I received a phone call for a interveiw, but I had to turn it down and apologize for even applying and...

  Haha sorry I just really like this song=)  Someone told me long ago There's a calm before the storm, I know It's been comin for some time. When it's over, so they say, It'll rain a sunny...

I'm ashamed of myself...Both for trying to change DS andtrying to share some suuprt  But I'm more hurt that Ive been a member for almost 2 years and nobody believs me. ... I'm am so scared right...

and nobody cares...

I can't say anything right, and when I want to show that I care... My head goes blank and nothing comes out. I'm a cold person on the outside, I'm sorry.  I'm just going to stitch my mouth up so...

I want to die.

I don't want to share anything with anybody on here anymore... 

I don't hate anybody but myself. I don't even wish that I was born a happier person, I just wish I wasnt born at all.

I had a bad dream last night--- I thouhgt it would go away once I fell back asleep, but it didn't. I can hardly remember what it was about, but it must have been unsetteling because I'm still going...

I want to run away--- I don't know where I'd go, but I want to dissapear.

LIFE'S A SACK OF CRAP!!!  Yep.

Goody day, bad day...It's all the same because on either one of them I have no one to talk to.  ...But today I'm going to be happy anyway. Just ball up all of my sadness inside untill I crack into a...