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Called student loans today and was told a whole new story about what's going on. Accept I cried on the phone this time because I am so fucked up right now. The guy sounded frustrated because he...

I am so done with everything! Nothing is going right. Student loans is still charging me even tho I have done everything they asked for TWICE!!! And they want more money next month! I have no money!...

I believe it was from one of the Dark Tower Series...It was a the part where one of the village people got a hold of a piece of paper that had one word written on it. This one word described death...

Some good news. I got my last bill from the hospital today for my ER trip...$13 is all I owe...phew... It lists off all the procedures they did and also the name of one of the doctor... His name was...

Federal student loans told me I qualify to have them lowered since I'm unemployed. But....Apparently being unemployed for over 2 years (nearly 3) and not being married isn't enough to qualify to have...

Today at my app with the cardiologist they said nothing looks wrong with my heart. So the unofficial diagnosis until I get all the T's crossed and the I's dotted is that my body just sucks with...

Sorry I have no engery to read messages or respond to hugs. I can barely keep my head up. I see a heart doctor tomorrow for a stress test. Follow up at my general doctor over the ER trip wasn't bad,...

Last night was one of the worst nights ever. Honestly this morning was a blur. Starting around 10:30PM last night I started getting nauseated and dizzy. Even while laying in bed I felt like I was...

So today I received a email  from the location I interviewed at stating that I was not going to get the job, but thank you for coming in and la di blah...But then he asked if I was okay. For some...

So today was the day of my second interview for a position as a Vet assistant. But after only spending about 45 minutes, while standing I completely blacked out. I fell backwards onto the floor and...

 I know I have not been online in forever I'm so very sorry. I just found out some scary news about my cousins fiance. He had a series of seizures and is now blind. The doctors are trying to figure...

Poem I wrote today...  He has no soul,he prays on the opposite.Creeping through his mind,he doesn't know he's sick.Knuckles around his neck,pictures at his display,you're his toy,it doesn't matter...

I think ending my anti depressants was a bad idea...I feel particularly down lately. If I thought it was possible, I feel even more withdrawal then before. People have noticed some, I guess I slipped...

Today I woke up feeling like poo... I'm sorry for avoiding online right now. I haven't logged on IM since I got back from vacation and don't know when I will. I just feel like Controlling everything...

Got home yesterday and have been laying around doing nothing. I feel sick, soar throat and runny nose. I saw this coming...All week my parents ignored my pleas that I was freezing and insisted on...