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I can't say anything right, and when I want to show that I care... My head goes blank and nothing comes out. I'm a cold person on the outside, I'm sorry.  I'm just going to stitch my mouth up so...

I want to die.

I don't want to share anything with anybody on here anymore... 

I don't hate anybody but myself. I don't even wish that I was born a happier person, I just wish I wasnt born at all.

I had a bad dream last night--- I thouhgt it would go away once I fell back asleep, but it didn't. I can hardly remember what it was about, but it must have been unsetteling because I'm still going...

I want to run away--- I don't know where I'd go, but I want to dissapear.

LIFE'S A SACK OF CRAP!!!  Yep.

Goody day, bad day...It's all the same because on either one of them I have no one to talk to.  ...But today I'm going to be happy anyway. Just ball up all of my sadness inside untill I crack into a...

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I FU*%ING HATE MY BOSS!!!

Work is killing me... =(  It's only been 5 days and I'm already sick of directing patients how to pee in the cup and stab them with shots...

Friday was my last class at my college before I take off to my extern. I have to say that Friday was one of the most depressing days i have ever had  get over. Usually I just spill over and cry, but...

today i spoke with a representative for my dream clinic to work in. i guess i have another interview with them on monday in person this time instead of on the phone. i was so scared, i have no...

I'm having one of those days where everything seems to be going wrong