Thank you everyone for the support yesterday. Once again my anxiety took over and I felt like it was the end of the world. I called my doc yesterday evening and managed to move up a app, called again today to move it even closer. I can't live like this, I can't have every little thing send me into crisis mode. It's gotten out of control.
I do still feel like my friend did those things to me on purpose to watch me suffer. I felt like he was building me up, to break me down. But I feel better now because I think he has been the source of a lot of my pain for a while now. I'm free.
Some good news is my parents are buying me a new cell phone=) My parents are putting me on there phone plan again which means less stress for me with money. And I don't have to feel so guilty about it because they are getting some kind of senior discount on top of my dads work discount so it will be really cheap. I think they told me for 3 phones with unlimited phone calls and text will only be 45 total a month.
Also my mums B day is coming up and I'm excited to give her birthday gift. I painted a bunch of different flowers on small squares of paper, and then found a frame at a Goodwill that looks like a window. I accidentally broke the glass, but the frame still looks good. I think she will really like this one.
HUGS
I do still feel like my friend did those things to me on purpose to watch me suffer. I felt like he was building me up, to break me down. But I feel better now because I think he has been the source of a lot of my pain for a while now. I'm free.
Some good news is my parents are buying me a new cell phone=) My parents are putting me on there phone plan again which means less stress for me with money. And I don't have to feel so guilty about it because they are getting some kind of senior discount on top of my dads work discount so it will be really cheap. I think they told me for 3 phones with unlimited phone calls and text will only be 45 total a month.
Also my mums B day is coming up and I'm excited to give her birthday gift. I painted a bunch of different flowers on small squares of paper, and then found a frame at a Goodwill that looks like a window. I accidentally broke the glass, but the frame still looks good. I think she will really like this one.
HUGS
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I am sure she will love it :). Gifts from the hands and heart are the most wonderful ones :). I am glad you are feeling better huggles. You are a great person and friend and I think if that person is intentionally hurting you, you deserve better:). Huggles