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Still no internet in my room, and yep...still no job.  Blah....

Starting tomorrow my internet will be shut off... I wont get it turned back on until July 7th. Also tomorrow I will be moving   HUGS

I couldn't sleep last night, I kept having to toss and turn every five seconds. I forced myself not to take any pills only because I'm running out of them. I feel like I was ran over by a truck, and...

So It has now been almost two weeks and a half since I interveiwed for a part time position at a chiropracters clinic. I don't care that it's part time, I don't care that it's a float position, and I...

When I was younger I always thought it was just my shyness, but now at the age of 21 I'm starting to wonder if it's something else. Maybe this is why I am having a hard time putting in a good...

Really getting irratated by the same people posting over, and over, and over again in the forums. Each day they have some new major problem that everyone needs to drop there shit and run to help them...

Been busy packing. I guess I will be moving in with my grandma on the 1st or 2nd of next month, not sure which day.=/  

I'm back to being addicted to my usual sleeping pills regiment, does someone have any advice for helping fall asleep, and to stop with the pills?

Sorry for saying the wrong things and offending people on here. Sorry for unloading and obviously making people feel uncomfortable. I guess I just thought since I've been here all along helping other...

Starting last night I got this anxious feeling. I kept me up all night and now it's reaching the end of today and I still have it. I'm worried this feeling wont be going away for a long time. And...

Today I went to the beach. It was nice to get out of the house and actually go somewhere besides the library or grocery store. I thought alot about myself, the time was good. A little update.Talk...

I'm tired of having no job, struggeling to take care of myself. I'm tired of feeling like shit and having disaster after disaster crumbel down on me and make my depression worse. Before my lows...

I recieved an emial from my college, it was from my career adivisor. What good she has done. It was one of those computerized generic ones that gets sent out to mulitple people at once. It was...

My friends left DS, No one freaking talks to me now.... I literally log on every hour to sit here and send out hugs that get ignored. I do what everyone says and try to make new friends, and type all...