Well its now been exactly 3 months since I stopped the meds and i think I'm doing well.  Ok I've been really down recently and to all of you that have stuck by me with your support I truly thank you, I wouldn't be here writing this and feeling this way without your wonderful comments and thoughts.I had a little 'cloudy' patch this afternoon where I felt lonely, went to watch some tv but nothiing was on and I really wanted to be able to phone a friend and say 'I need a cup of coffee fancy a guest for an hour or so?'/  I'm seriously thinking about moving to London as I've got a few friends there but I'm a country boy at heart and not sure if I'll be able to handle somewhere like that , although I've lived in cities before, London is something else.  I have also been contemplating travelling across the US and taking a year out to do so starting Sept next year but am going to have to save a lot of cash for that or win the lottery.Not much else to report for the last few days but am going to start and work on my personal website again after a request from an old friend who avidly read my daily training reports so have got to think about what is happening there.  For now I'm going to just sit and chat to you all and enjoy your company.