Feeling fat.OK have trained reasonably well this week but last night sat down and gorged through 4 triple choc chip cookies, half a box of choccie biscuits and 2 chocolate bars, as well as drinking 4 pints of cider. Woke up this morning with a horrible headache due to the insulin imbalance. No I just feel fat and horrible, looked in the mirror and thought to myself that I've not changed since that photo at the start of the year after putting on weight over the last month and that I'm desitned to never be able to change or look like I'd want to. So have made a decision to purely focus on my business ideas and nothing else, I'm never going to find someone to love looking the way I do, so no point in trying anymore.
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there is someone out there for all of us just rememeber that.
miss right is just around the corner, and she won`t care what you look like its whats inside that counts. and for the record if i was 20yrs younger i would chase you. i think you look very handsome.xxx
thank you nessa ... as always you\'re an angel and know how to brighten my thoughts
I know it\'s hard but try to think positive. Think about what you\'ve accomplished, you should be proud of that! Don\'t give up on yourself, you\'re SUCH a great guy, if only you could see that. I know you\'ll find your love one day and she\'ll love you for YOU!