Now I feel really bad.  Accidently signed out of MSN when someone I had sent quite an emotional offline message to, signed in and now I feel like an ignorant piece of something you'd rather not step in.  I just wish i could scream some very loud expletives and bash my head against the wall or better still have a phone that didn't decided to screw up and delete the very few numbers I had on there then I'd atleast be able to call or text her sorry.