Have shared a couple of emails today with the friend that I thought I had lost and am so grateful for her understanding.  I know I have told some of you the full extent of our friendship, but she really is a strength in my life which I need at times to rely on to just get through a few hours and have a conversation online with her. Have been working for Nintendo athe last few days which has been kind of fun, although the DS isn't a product I'd write home about, but then I don't really like computer games.  However this contract has got me out of the house and working in a public place again so i don't get to think about me and am in work mode again which is good.  Monday will bring about a contract for Nokia as well which should be interesting and with the Nintendo contract keep me working everyday between now christmas, also giving me enough money to take a short holiday in Feb so if anyone would like a visitor for a few days give us a shout you never know you might be the lucky person that wins a coffee with me :) hehe