Sammantha71

Well today I had to take my oldest cat to the vet to see how his cast is doing. Then I came home and went though a little bit of my husbands stuff. I feel that I am just bored now in everyday life. I...

I had a argument with my roommates. I told them in November we have house taxes to pay. I will want something for that and the female said plus the bills. I said yes part of home ownership is to pay...

I guess you might say that I am a little curious to know if there is anyone out there that will understand that I have seizures, back problems and has a lot of dogs and cats. I guess what I am trying...

I had a very productive day today. I had some errands to do today and had to fax a death certificate to take care one of my husbands school loans, send off a couple of packages, return my library...

I guess people want me off this site because of my age. Most of my life I lived with my mother who just turned 79. When I married my husband his grandfather was around and died at 89. My husbands...

I know my husband is not coming back I just miss him. I just wonder what is going to happen to me for the future. I mean am I always going to have anger in my heart for my husband for leaving me here...

Today, I was suppose to go out but I was in so much pain my stomach hurt, had a huge headache, and my back pain was back so I stayed home and stayed in bed. I am still not feeling so hot but I am...

Today, I went out into the HOT air and did some shopping for my dogs and cats and myself. Yeah I miss my husband and I know he is not coming back. So I have to move on without him I have my animals...

I have been very angry because my husband left me all alone. I have roomates that some days I talk to them very rude and I cannot help it. I am scared for my future I don't know what is in store for...

I feel like eversince my husband died I have been banging my head aganist a cement wall. It feels I like I am just going in circles and not getting anywhere in life. To me same old stuff just a...

I was watching tv today and all I kept seeing was my husband in his coffin during the service. I don't know why but the memmory just kept coming up. I just wish we would have had children together...

I did cry today I admit it. Today, has been 60 days for me and it was kind of hard for me to get to this point. I found one of the last pictures of my husband and posted it on here. He was my...

Tomorrow, marks 60 days without my husband and it is making me cry alot. I have had to cut off my father in law and his wife. They blame me for killing my husband. I am just so sad right now.

Today, just been feeling kind of odd today went for a walk with my roomates and only going half way on there walk. I just wanted to get home so I could be in the house I shared with my husband. Is...

have not been feeling good feels like my whole body hurts. I wonder why am I still here. I miss my Martin so much! I think what made me start crying again was fathers day. Then Martin's daughter said...