Kind of numb
Today, I went out into the HOT air and did some shopping for my dogs and cats and myself. Yeah I miss my husband and I know he is not coming back. So I have to move on without him I have my animals so I am doing good in a way. I go to the Library sometimes to checkout books or just to get out of the house. My main reason for being here is to take care of my animals and to live and do stuff I want to do. Not sure what that is but I have time to figure it out.
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Seems we have to find our new normal. Whatever that is. Part of us is still waiting for them to come back home.
Yeah but part of me knows it is not going to happen. I am here to live and see my animals though their lives. I just wonder what will be waiting for me when it is my time. Will my husband be there or will he have moved on to someone else?