Sammantha71

I have been rather busy these last few months. I am wrapping things up down in California and moving to Oregon on Tuesday June 30th. I have decided a new state for a fresh start for my fur babies and...

Nowadays, I just get so tired of sitting so I get up and do stuff and it just backfires in my face. My car broke down over the weekend and I had to miss out on record day. My huskies got into alot of...

I have been getting all of your posts though email. I have been away because of a lot of legal stuff that I have yet t o go though due to lac of funds. My youngest husky is fixed so there will be no...

I am sorry I have been away. I have had to deal with things I do not like to deal with. I have been a little ill and just down right depressed the holiday season just killed me emotionally also in...

You know when my husband passed away he left a huge mess behind. Just when I have half the legal crap done my car is giving me issues. I have to get me youngest male husky fixed I just don't know how...

I think I have the answer to my question I had for this group back in June I think. I do not want to date again because I can not bear to watch someone else I give myself too die in front of me. I...

I have been busy with legal issues dealing with my house and the extra properties. I have had some support from my family and friends. I just feel kind of out of it when it comes to dealing with...

I feel like I am drowning with all of this legal work. I keep remembering the prayer for alcoholics cause I want to go out and get drunk so bad. The only reason why I have not is I have these...

I told my roommates before they moved in that I do not want to date anyone my husbands death is still fresh he only died in April 2013. Still going though a lot of legal stuff that I am not happy in...

I have been trying to get some legal things taken care of and it is a long and lengthy process. I also am in this dark area, I don't know to say but here it goes I have had many nightmares about my...

Well I have been doing ok. I still miss my husband and wish he was here with me. I have come to the conclusion that he is not coming back home and I have to live for both of us and my animals. I had...

Well I think I have entered the next step in my grieving. I am very angry at my husband for leaving me with all of this legal work and a house that is falling apart, plus he did not want the dogs...

Here it is nightfall again and I am so sad and having a bunch of pain in my stomach and back. I am having what might be a sad day because I miss my husband so much it just hurts at night. I still...

I was talking to a friend of mine today and realized something that my dad and my husband both died of pneumonia. Should I just stay single the rest of my life or is this something I have to look...

I was actually having a good day in tell my male roommate had wanted to walk home with his girlfriend. I went to Walmart tonight to buy some bread and I was going to stick around in tell my male...