My body is in pain.

Today, I was suppose to go out but I was in so much pain my stomach hurt, had a huge headache, and my back pain was back so I stayed home and stayed in bed. I am still not feeling so hot but I am just figuring it is because I never really took care of myself was always trying to take care of my Martin. I am trying so hard to get though each day but I still miss my husband he was a very tall man at 6'5. His friends would call him a giant with a big heart. Those friends do not come around because they don't want to see there friend in ashes.