Sammantha71

Well I have taken myself out to eat in July and in August I treated myself to a movie. After all of that I still feel miserable but I am here living and missing my love. Yes, my animals take up...

I may be in the process of healing but I still feel so alone. I miss my husband and I am cold inside when it comes to love. The only love I have is for my animals. I just wonder what is in store for...

I have been wondering why did God take my husband am I suppose to be in Oregon with my family living alone in a three bedroom house. I have been taking time away from this group to try and heal. I...

The last couple of nights I have not been on been taking a break from here. Been doing research on moving to Oregon.

Well I had a realization last night. I have a lot to do to get this house ready to sell. I am going to move up to Oregon with my mom and sister except I will have my own place. I know my husband...

I am trying to grieve for my husband and each day I get out of bed I have a knew pain. Went and had a check up taking the meds that the doctor gave me. It just seems like each day without my husband...

Today, was very tuff for me just like I expected. This morning I had a huge headache so I took a couple of Tylenol to take the pain away and that was at 4 am. I was suppose to get up at 7 am to get...

I was doing ok in tell I came home to check on my cat with a broken paw. Well apparently he is very sick he has not eaten but he is still drinking. I got my results for my blood test and I have high...

My husband died in April 2013 and it hurts everyday. People tell me I am doing great and they are happy I am surviving this inside I am crying all of the time and I am just cold inside. I did not go...

Well today a friend of my husbands and mine came over to check on me. He is going to keep checking on me in tell he leaves for Washington. It is always good to see him we talked back and fourth. He...

This morning I thought I was waking up from a horrible dream. I felt a hand on my back it turns out it was my cat getting ready to go to sleep. I was upset but I held it in because I had to go and do...

Last night when I went to lay down it felt like the right side of my face was going to explode. Today, I went out to do some grocery shopping and came home found out my husbands cousin wanted to talk...

Yesterday a friend of my husbands and mine had to go to the hospital (our friend lives in Florida). He was admitted for stomach pain and his blood sugar was though the roof. I had a flashback of my...

I feel bad because my husband had a bunch of friends that have promised that they would come over and share stories about them and my husband. To this very day only one of his friends have showed up....

I got to sleep around 4 am on 7/26/2013. I was dreaming about my husband and I did not wake up in tell 1:30 pm on 7/26/2013. I woke up crying cause I knew I was alone of course I had my husky there...