Sammantha71

I have so called friends around me that really do upset me sometimes. I have friends suggest that I do something that I don't want to do and if I don't do it they get pissed at me. So I say to hell...

Well as I sit here and wonder what is going to happen next. I realize I have to save money because I have house taxes and animal registration to take care of. All of that comes at the end of the...

I have 5 pure bread blue eyed Siberian huskies. My oldest husky is 7 years old and she was my husbands favorite. Well, today she found a old toy with his scent on it and she was whimpering and crying...

Today, marked 90 days since I lost my husband. I had plans on getting my older male fixed on Wednesday but just looked at finances and realized I would be broke plus I still have to pay for a third...

I know that others have done this and I feel that I am strong so I tried going out by myself today. I took myself out for a hamburger at a restaurant I used to go with my husband. I made it though...

Believe it or not I am slowly getting though this mess I was left with. Both of my roommates have jobs. I am starting to get our dogs fixed. I just feel lonely without my husband, but that is going...

Today I did some long hard thinking since my husband passed away. I do not want to pass on and leave everything in the air. I want to have everything settled when I pass. So I have one life insurance...

Every morning I wake up and get out of bed and do my usual routine but if I have to go do errands I get stressed out. I went to go and pick up my prescription today and the lady asked how I was doing...

To my wonderful husband Martin, I feel very sad each day when I wake up and you are not there. I am sorry that you had to go and leave me I know you wanted to stay longer on this earth. I know we...

Martin, I miss you so much it hurts to be here without you in my life. Some nights I just get so sad like the night I had to leave you at the hospital and knew you left here in this world alone. You...

I know I am suppose to be here to take care of myself and my dogs and cats. I was always called strong by my husband and his step daughter. How can some one be strong if there reason for being strong...

I keep seeing all of these couples that are happy and children running around with laughter and joy and inside I fall apart all over again. I just wonder what am I suppose to go though life...

My husband who was my world had a good relationship with his brother and sister. Martins brother and sister have been very helpful to me and so has one of his friends. I tried to repair a battle well...

I found out my mom and sister had been fighting since mother's day and hid it from me because I was grieving over my husband. When I was a little girl my family always kept secrets from me. With all...

Well I figured maybe I should go and get myself checked out by a doctor. I did that today and I got good news today I lost weight all of 24 pounds. I was very happy today for the first time in a long...