Just feeling odd.

Today, just been feeling kind of odd today went for a walk with my roomates and only going half way on there walk. I just wanted to get home so I could be in the house I shared with my husband. Is that odd? I just feel so lost nowadays. I was talking to one of my husbands friends and I was thinking about was how I met my husband and all the goodtimes we had together. I just feel everyone is moving on and I have cement blocks on my feet. What am I suppose to do without him??