Still missing my husband..
I know my husband is not coming back I just miss him. I just wonder what is going to happen to me for the future. I mean am I always going to have anger in my heart for my husband for leaving me here alone. Or will the anger pass on eventually and will I ever be happy? Will I forget about the best 9 years of my life? Thoughts I have had over the pass couple of days.
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I was pretty much married to my wife for 10 years. I was legally married to her for 6 years. She died on march 3rd. She died from diabetes because of a poor diet. I used to be mad at her but I realized their is nothing to be done about it now. It is over and done with, She\'s dead and not coming back. It sucks writing this out. I sometimes am still mad at her but I don\'t think they knew what their death would do to us. I couldn\'t comprehend the loss that I would feel even though the thought of her dyeing drove me insane before I lost her. I know this didn\'t help.
The only positive thing I can say is that they loved us as much as we loved them. That can be a positive thing it depends on how you take it.
Your friend Drew
It is like I said thoughts I have had over the pass couple of days.