So here it is another day in the life and times of Ramona...alias Pulpit. My insides are busting to let this disease have it's own way today but I am determined not to let that happen!!! My body is screaming..."No, don't go to work today!" but my determination is saying..."Yes, go to work and you will feel much better for it." My body is screaming out in pain and yelling.."Go back to bed!" But my determination is saying..."Don't do it, you'll feel worse." My mind is screaming at me..."No! Don't take any meds today, give yourself a break!' But my determination is saying..."Ya right! Who are you trying to fool?" I just need to vent one time today just for the sake of old times......I HATE HAVING BIPOLAR AND I HATE TAKING MEDS!!!!!! There, that feels much better. I'm on my way out to work soon then to a fun filled night of church and fellowship with all my "normal" friends. If I make it through this day that will be day #2! I'm excited about it. Love you all. Ramona xoxoxoxo
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congrats on day 2.. and i wish you many many more to come...
Good work Ramona you show this disorder who\'s the boss. And good luck on Day 2. ox Wendy
Good work Ramona you show this disorder who\'s the boss. And good luck on Day 2. ox Wendy
I\'m so glad you made it through another day where you took the upper hand. Way to go Ramona!
Just be gentle with yourself. One day at a time.
xox
please give yourself a big hug lovely lady.
Thankful you made it! I\'m making it to, because of all the prayers that are being said for me.
Anytime you need to vent or just talk or whatever I am here everyday at some time, UNLESS internet is dwon, thought I would go mad!!!! last week! Be still:) for a moment, it works for me. xo
When I did work, I forced myself to work many times. This might be why I lost jobs but that shouldn\'t keep you from going. I believe if you are fired for having a bonafide disease is illegal. Maybe I should of taken some action.